Yo it's me again, your worst nightmare, lol

Lets see, i'm very pissed off, I got told off for yelling and for being in a fight 'again'. urhm... i'm serioulsy worried about some one, so i was wound up even more cos i ouldn't do anything.
I can't even be th person i need to be, I need to support my special friend, she was the one that tunred my life around. didn't use my knife as a tool to comfort me, when things get rough. I had a meaning. all i can use is words that willcomofort her. I mean I think she knows me and accepts me but that's not enougn too return.
I had after school for being violant in school i mean it wasn't my fault. Urhm...
lets see... i was told i was being out of order and one of the teachers locked me in the cubord to calm me down.. and smashed my hand in the glass too get out. ^^ man i was so pissed today. urhm my eye started to bleed once again... i collasped in a middel of a road if it wasn't for ben then i wouldn't be here now. He dragged me t the pavement. and I Woke up. lol
hope you get better,
for always James x